sleep.

Well.. I feel like saying "there goes another one" but just thinking those words makes me feel disrespectful and ashamed.

Hearing about deaths of people I don't know personally know makes me think, makes me burst out of my bubble. Somehow, we all fit into this world, each one of us, one, one, one, one.

I'm not saying I have a right to say anything. But people are dropping like flies.

And that makes me really upset.

Some days, it's so easy to just move. Move on, move this way, move your mouth, move your tongue, speak.

Other days, it's so hard to get up.

Life is so easy, you see? If you don't get up, you don't have to move at all.

RIP.
RIP to her, him, her, and her as well because I didn't say it before.

bawayan

X O X O

"2009/06/12: say hi to my ex is perfect

so my ex is kind of like my best friend
 he is soooo amazing!
we met for lunch and he got a new girl in his life
 and this is what he says

"you are classy AND fucked up,

but shes classy and NICE...."

hahahahahahahhahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahhahaha

how elegant." -iliketoforkmyself.blogspot.com

Samson, ate a slice of wonderbread

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S. 2010. WOOT. WE MADE IT ALIVE.


Thanks to a reader, I'm now listening to Regina Spektor all the time. Yaaay. Her music is very different, and her videos are definitely trippy. I added a few into my 'iPod' on the right side if you want to check it out (:

I couldn't leave it like this, so I added more stuff to it:

just updating you guys on some crappy drawings i made. the last 2nd is for a friend. he lives all the way in Vancouver, so I had to mail him something. I drew it on the envelope.. then realized that I didn't have a place to put the address... = = So I wrote the address on the back... Hope it made it there safely... Although it took more than the "2 days" the postoffice guy told me. And I paid $12 for it too! Canada Post sucks. Totally ripped me off, i'm just a poor innocent snailmail-virgin.

Walmart sweater, gifted leggings, Gianni Bini heels

my bestie, Krys, got me this strapless lbd! thank you (: haha, and thanks, Flora, for taking these photos. OH and I want my magazines back, kthxbai. (; jkjk. Keep them. I'll keep nagging you however.

Walmart cropped pea coat (ew i returned it; it looked good but was really scratchy -- I'd rather have something with good quality than something cheap), thrifted lbd, Urban Behaviour geek vest, DIY thigh highs (really I just cut it, put little elastics in, and hemmed it...), Joe Fresh heels

Sorry about the overload of pictures but there were a lot of parties... and a lot of outfits to wear to those parties... I'll post more later!

yeah.. we're just a bunch of creeps running around at night.. the party was really boring so we just took a walk kinda = =

more stuff coming. soon. but i have:
1) Hamlet essay (1500 words)
2) Bio study guide (ONE FUCKING UNIT augh i wanna die)
3) French novel questions (Le Petit Prince)
to do. Erm, to start doing. And finish. By Monday. OMFGGG@!#!$^%&#

oh, deer.

a few of my school outfit from last week = =" too lazy to take more photos sorry

wearing: pic 1 - express polo, gifted sweater, sirens plaid skirt, b.u.m. eq. boots

pic 2 - nerd glasses from ardene's, old navy striped sweater, bongo skinnies, L.E.S. wedges

the weather is getting too cold up here in canada :/ i resort to wearing normal-ish, boring outfits and sweaters. i'm running out of pant options. it's just Day One: Black skinny jeans. Day Two: Grey skinny jeans. Day Three: Flared pant-leg jeans, etc.

random thought of the day: i do love my friends. i'm starting to find out how much i need my true friends, and how much i need to change for the better.

school work is tedious and ultimately, boring (note to self: start organizing). ugh i take a break from homework almost every half hour to check Facebook or email or twitter or bloggy blog blogger... it's getting ridiculous. oh, and i've also taken up drawing:

these are some photos of my amateur drawings. i've got more but yeah, these are my favourite. it takes so long to draw one picture. i sit there and waste an hour on these things and not even realize it. :3 ahh, life.

i love you, fellow bloggers. i read your daily posts to keep my outfits creative and my mind sane. (: /heartheartheart

we sure are cute for two ugly people.

when i came down to the computer room, my sister was watching a youtube video that was shot, seemingly, in the dark. i asked her what she was watching, curious, because she IS an 8 year old after all, and she should be watching... um, Blue's Clues... no, um, a show that was shot in good lighting at least. It turns out that she was watching an artist who draws in his sleep.

Lee Hadwin.

Some of his works, all done while he was asleep:


check out his gallery. his bio. Like, a sleepdrawer? sleeppainter? whatever he is, he is amazing.

Lee Hadwin