is somewhat annoyed :/

okay

i've just been on the worst first date ever.

1) when a girl says she doesn't want to kiss you, it probably means she doesn't want to kiss you
2) when a girl doesn't want to kiss you, and means it, you shouldn't try harder to kiss her
3) flattery will get you nowhere on a first date
4) okay so you have an awesome amazing car, and you look gorgeous but still that doesn't mean she's going to kiss you
5) touching her and wrapping your arms and legs around her is not going to make her kiss you/like you more
6) she will get annoyed at you because all she wanted was to hang out at your place and get to know you better cuz you met her 2 days ago and asked for her number
7) she will attempt to punch you/kick you where it hurts
8) she will ask to leave your place and yeah so you drove all the way down to her house to pick her up and now you're driving her back, but it doesn't mean she wants to makeout with you in the car
9) okay so you're leaving to play in a ball hockey tournament in toronto tomorrow and all you wanted was to have some fun to get psyched before you leave but still, she thought you just wanted to hang out and will not have your version of "fun"
10) continuously guilt-tripping her and saying "you have to be more open" and "i did all this for you" will not make her makeout with you!

i'm VERY annoyed actually. VERY.

jeez

i don't even know what else to blog about

because
this
sucks.

he's coming back in like a week but says since his brother is leaving for india, his parents will be more strict with him and won't let him go out as much so basically that's a whole month that he can't see me

okay so i think he's gorgeous and really nice
but he's just a little... focused on sex.

WHY?

also i'm a little suspicious. he keeps telling me to "trust him" but really i think he's saying "trust me and makeout with me now".

so a whole month...

should i keep seeing him?
will he even call me?
why do i care?

i'm PISSED off.

cuz i gave up my first kiss for a guy who kissed like a slobbery dog.

okay end rant, outfits:

info here and here

i'm pissed off.


okay oops forgot about some stuff to blog about cuz I'M ANNOYED


here you go:

strawberry souffle masque [SOOO YUMMY]

my bestie/lover (WHO I'M ON THE PHONE WITH RIGHT NOW CUZ I'M PISSED OFF AND WE'RE TALKING ABOUT PAST FAILED BOY-LATIONSHIPS) and i went to go see Inception. AMAZING movie, GENIUS cast, and AWESOME plot line. i recommend everyone who's reading this still (THANKS) to go watch it.

well this is a weird pic. thanks floraaa <3 you are an awesome person and an amazing friend. no one else is like you. sometimes i forget that you are so amazing bc i'm so selfcentered. flora i feel like you're the only person i can talk to sometimes. so i love you for listening to me complain about a certain guy, certain friendships, life, and... well yeah i love you baby. thanks for reminding me that certain guys aren't worth it.

and lastly:

TOTD: call me only if you want a relationship, okay? not sex

love, sunny mimi chen

streetlight people.

hey there, guys.

zebraandmeerkat (tumbler)

first of all, i'd like to thank everybody for their advice and lovely words and inspiration. i really enjoy the blogging community, because it allows different people to come together and create something that can be viewed and interpreted all over the world. and it allows people to let themselves out for a little bit, show a little of themselves that they might not normally do so to people they know in real life.

what i mean is, i feel a little better every time i read your comment, and every time i post something.

oh, and every time i read your blogs!

second of all, i can't believe how creative some people are, you know, hahaha. some bloggers find the most amazing things that they share to the rest of us, and it makes me feel as if i've almost reached a piece of wisdom or something close to enlightenment.

anyway, i don't want this blog to turn into Depressing-Rant-AngryAsianGirl-ville, so here's something that cheered me up this week!

Yes, an award yippeeeeee. (Does this make me a little shallow? Oh, i hope so. i'm done with all of the 'deep' and 'depressing' for now... Save those rants for my journal, and my STORYUNTITLED.doc! haha)

This awesome award was given to me by Jessica of aberrant moda! She's such an amazing person, and I think you should all go visit her blog to see for yourselves. (Yes, she was the one who sent me that sweet strappy top, and mix CD!) She has the boy, the clothes, the new job, and the photoshoppin' skills to entice you all. Trust me (: I just love reading her posts.

So, here goes:

The Rules

1: Copy and paste the above button onto your blog/website.
2: Answer the questions below.
3: Pass on to bloggers you love, notify them about being tagged.

1. Who is your style icon?
Hmmm I think i'd have to say a mix of Zooey Deschanel and Taylor Momsen. basically cutesy but rocker?.. i dunno, you tell me!

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2. What's your favorite socialite lit book?
Well, I spent the former years of high school reading Gossip Girl just because some other girl was reading it. She actually thought it was good. I thought it was horrific. A complete summary of the entire series, consisting of 10+ books is this: Nate sleeps around, goes back and forth between Serena and Blair, and Chuck plays with a monkey. Dan and Vanessa are boring, boring, boring people, without anything to do for the entire series. Nothing interesting happens at all. Considering Gossip Girl's the only socialite series I've read, I'll say it's my favourite, but really... No. (The show is a lot better. Although the Season 3 finale was... a little overdramatic... don'tcha think, Hollywood writers?)

3. Favorite party theme?

The theme where you invite close friends and just hang out for an entire day and night.

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4. Go to Halloween Costume?

either Minnie Mouse or nerd. (I bought a pair of mouse ears in Disneyland, so I overexploit them for any occasion hehehe.) As for nerd, I'm always a nerd, so I don't really have to dress differently. KIDDING, GOSH. I just wear my red suspenders, my nerd glasses, tuck my shirt in, and wear socks with sandals --  good to go!

5. Extravagance you can't live without?
TV shows like Vampire Diaries, Gossip Girl, and Glee. Although... I have survived a whole week without watching a single one of those shows... But the next week, I was back to it, and was hella confused.

6. Living Person(s) you admire?
My grandparents, for sure. They currently live with my parents, my sister, and me, so it's a large family in one house. I rarely see my parents though, so it's never crowded (: Anyway, my grandparents are taking care of my baby cousin (she's 1 and a half!) right now and it's so fun to watch her interact with my grandparents. But she's the biggest copy cat! Whenever my sister, Jenny, is trying to do homework (in front of the TV, I might add, which is ridiculous... though I do it too...), my baby cousin runs towards her with a pencil and tries to scribble on whatever Jenny is doing. It's so funny. Oops, getting off-topic.

7. Greatest Fear?
Being mugged on the streets. And the dark, after watching a super scary film. A public bathroom when it's empty, because that's usually where the main character gets brutally murdered by an undead spirit in a horror film.

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8. Trait you deplore in yourself?
I procrastinate way too much for my own good. It's the reason why I sleep for 4 hours on weekdays, and spend countless hours on the Internet or in front of the TV. And the reason why my life is so uninteresting, and why I don't go out as much as I should.

9. Which talent would you most like to have?
To be able to write so beautifully and powerfully, without even trying, that it makes people cry.

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10. Greatest Achievement?
None yet... Working on it.

♥ ♥ ♥ I'd like to pass this award onto some really cool bloggers, people who really inspires me to keep this blog:
Andy and Rachel. They've already received this award, but I think they deserve it twice over :D

Aina from My Norwegian Country Theater. A very good friend. (:
Supergirl from The Onion. She's wonderful. Her posts are inspiring to read, and funny too.
Isabel from Hipsters Musings? Creative outfits, and posts with wisdom.
Mathilde from Mathilde's Daily. Tres chic! J'adore ta creativite.


I hope everybody has a great week.

I think i need to take a little break and just do something cool this week. Other than planning my outfits and watching TV all the time...

TOTD: Do something inspiring.

won't you cry on my shoulder won't you laugh at my jokes.

HEY GUYS!

I received a package of awesomeness a couple days ago from Jessica! She sent me this amazing Diane von Furstenburg top (it's so soft and silky and colourful, I love it!). She was so sweet, even wrote me a letter and made me a mixCD! THANKS, LOVE. I'm listening to the tunes right now. Check out her blog, people. She's gorgeous, she has a great sense of style .. and even a cute boyf!

she even drew a cute lil bunny! and you know how i love me some bunnies.

I've got a couple outfits to post (i've been taking a LOT of outfit pics now, for Lookbook and stuffs; can't help myself!):

wearing: Old Navy batwing tunic, Urban Planet denim shorts, Aldo flats.

 

wearing: H&M skirt, Mariposa tee, Walmart flats

TOTD: MIU MIU IS PRETTY AWESOME.

via Lovelyish

via STOPITRIGHTNOW

TGIF.

I've posted a LOT this week! I'm actually very proud of myself.
However, I'm not very proud of the fact that I spent the past few days not doing any homework at all, staying up on the computer until 1 am (FACEBOOK! ONLINE GAMES!), and being 40 mins late for choir 3 times in a row. I got approx. 5 hours of sleep last night, and I feel like hell.

Anyway, I'm starting my extended essay for IB (info: click here and here). 3000-4000 words due in June. Shit, right? Right. I also have a Psych internal assessment due on the 27th this month! I've been forced to accompany my school choirs to go to Banff, Alberta for 4 days next week, Thursday to Sunday, and I swear... I'm not going to be able to finish anything. I feel empty and tired and drained, and I haven't even started typing out my EE or IA papers. The more I think about it, the more I don't want to do it. The more I don't want to do it, the more I think I'm not going to be able to pass IB. (If a student fails the EE paper, he/she doesn't get his IB diploma!)

Sorrows aside, here is an outfit:

AND TAKE A LOOK AT THIS:

JEALOUS?! (:

bawayan

TOTD: A bad romance sounds pretty good right about now.

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EDIT: check out this little lady's giveaway!

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johnnysbird

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hi there. it's a monday. wooo...
this post is to fill up time. so i do not have to do homework. even though, i'll need to finish it eventually.

i like my scarves.

this is my baby cousin. she looks a little surprised. but i know she'll be just as photogenic as i am when she's older.

(and yes, that's a black hello kitty shoulderbag. awesome, no?)

this is my bestie, Elmo.

thanks for reading, lovelies. (: i enjoy your company when i'm trying to procrastinate.

OH, BTW

KE$HA FAILS. EPICLY.

UGHHHH GO HOME, KE$HA. GO HOME.

black & white.

lace top: thrifted. liquid leggings: sirens. tank: old navy.

suspenders: american apparel, ruffle top and gold belt: joe fresh, pants: thrifted

I realize I don't take pictures of my shoes anymore... Probably because I'm too lazy to go outside and grab my shoes, put it on, and snap another picture. I'll describe them to you, however: black work boots with the first outfit, and lowtop converse with the second.

Day Two of Week #21, blogging at 1900 hours:
Starting une Carte Mentale for le classe Francais, et je suis pushing aside all other homework until after 9 pm. Erm, I mean, 2100 hours.




...

Look here! Haha, made you look. (:


No really, look here:

Taylor Momsen is so gorgeous, n'est pas? Good luck to her! She's got many more years ahead of her, and I'm sure she's taking in everything she can.

(Oh, these pics remind me that I still need to go buy: a leather jacket, studded heels, baggy stripped shirt, proper thigh highs, a peplum dress [a lil mesh would be nice], and cool lennon sunnies ... or aviators since I lost mine.)

Lot's of love, and love lots,

x.